Although I'm gone my soul shall remain Among the cold breezes of the winter nights Torn apart, when love or friendship turns to hate When those very words you spoke ever so I've felt my heart shattered
I'm puzzled of the reason why From all the love i have given When all you could do was send me away When you go to open the door The only thing you'll see is thee standing there
With eye's felled with tears My heart felled with hate As I hold onto the candles of life With a quick breath they blow out The very life that I ones knew Gone away forever in a world of hate
copyright Jennifer Hernandez 1/03/2004
Dream
I'll keep my head up high, Towards the morning sky. Letting my mind slip away into the, Lands of the dreams were no one can reach me. Just let me be and let me dream, As my eyes stare off into the night.
I'm dreaming of the day Hoping that somehow out there, Peace can be found and love is always around. They say my head is in the cloud, While i'll just ignore there words.
Forget that i'm here, Forget that i'm around and let me be. For i'm away in the dreams, Of my own world I live in. Scream yell as you might, You'll not get me out nor get me into yours.
Perhaps its best that you, Let me be alone as I stare into the sky. Forever shall I dream, Hoping for the peace of the ones forgotten lands.
copyright Jennifer Hernandez 1/03/2004
Dying
My eyes were not prepared for what I saw, Night as the sky black as my heart. With each and ever lasting breath, My friend laid dying of the pain.
There he lying so weak, No tears, No voice He just looked at me ever so sad My Ears were not prepared for what I was to hear With his last breath he spoke "Don't give up hope"
With his last dying breath those word he spoke to me, My heart skipped a beat He touched my heart that day, As I still remember those soft spooked words.
My heart was not ready to fell, For the felling yet so strong. I'll never forget that day, Of the soft spoken words. as he closed his eyes and smiled, His last breath he took along came death.
My Mind was not prepared for what I was to think, Tears felled my eyes my voice seemed to fade. I stood there unmoving and full of pain, I wanted to scream, I wanted to yell at him.
I was not not prepared to lose, A true friend close to my heart. Then again friendship never dies, And with that are friendship Shall remain.
copyright Jennifer Hernandez 1/03/2004
Life
Loveing someone you can't have, Well only cause more heartbreak. Torturing you soul for something you can't get, Well only drive you mad.
Holding a grudge on those who hurt you ever so, Well only add more Pain Seeking revenge on those you ones loved, well only cause more hate. Pulling that trigger on that gun, well only cause more bloodshed.
In this short time, You learned so much. In this short time, You learned to have faith. Never give up your dreams, And they'll never give up on you.
In a land of hate were no love can be found, Were Man kind takes your life As the weak because the slaves, Of the ones who over power there souls. No mortal can nor god can control, What is to become of the land.
Here i am looking around in this old town, As they stare at me with hate in there eyes. Greed in there heart and only one thing on there mind, I'm sure they want me gone away with. Yet they seem to leave me be, Perhaps there afraid of me of the love i have. Love that remains in my heart the peace i keep, For i am the peace keeper and this is my time.
I hold out my heart for them yet they seem to reject, Perhaps they have yet to learn true love. Only if i can reach out to them, Showing them them the love they ones knew.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
The sins of the beloved
Pain in torture have they yet, To fell in there heart. I'm the wingless angel, You see everyday steering. At the seamless nothing, Of hopeless dreams of many.
Before Proceeding into my life, Remember this and love me to Darkness of the days, Strongly as the wind blows. Harsh as the storms of love may be, When your heart is unfunctioning, Broken from the pain.
If your looking for hope, If you want to live. Then remember my name, To the fullest of the days. When the rains stop, And the tears are all dried up. Remember my name and Remember, That true love never dies.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Past, Present, and Future
This moment is gone, Never to return, All we have left, Is a memory of back when,
Time is ever flowing, Never to be stopped, It coninues always, Each moment lost,
A picture is worth a thousand words, Within it a captured moment, It helps revive the memories, So the future does not forget,
So with each picture, We remember the good times, And forget the bad ones, For they will be lost within time,
The future is unpredictable, And our fate is in the present, And only time can tell, What is in store for you and me,
So why dwell on the past, Why worry about the future, Live in the moment, For it will be gone all to soon.
copyright Andy matson 1/03/2004
Rage
In the darkness we live, The hate that we give. No human can control, The rage that lays within are hearts.
As humans we are allowed to make mistakes But the ones we take while in rage, Well haunt us forever. There well be no going back, Ones you take there life. Unforgiveing as the world may seem, You must learn to forgive yourself first.
Hate shall not haunt us, But the rage that caused us to kill. Within are minds we think yet, Tend to take actions before doing so. Its human nature to act out, Before thinking and this is what helps us to survive.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Smile
Chilly nights of the stormy days, Finding myself in the tears of the raindrops. Dry those tears up and put a smile on your face, For someday someone just might fall in love.. With that sweet smile of yours,
Your kindness towards the natures, Of the humans worlds shall bring them hope. Even if some don't want you around, For now leave them alone let them come to you.
For as they say a smile brings, Joy to there hearts. Evrytime i see someone smile, The pain just seems to melt. Even though if its only a min, That min seems like forever.
This little poems i write, I hope the touch the hearts of many. To bring a smile to there face, And perhaps a tear to there eye. I beg of thee, please don't forget, Even though the world is full of rage and hate. That to smile when someone is feeling blue, For you just might brighten there day.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Key
Here i hold the key, To my heart golden as it shines. Bright as the morning sun, This key i hold is the key, To my heart locked away.
Although many tried none have gotten in, Although they thought they did. Truthful as it may seem, I'm still hoping looking and wondering. If there is such thing as love?
The lonely days grow cold, My heart grows more heavy with sadness. Although i can't cry no matter how hard i try, Perhaps its because i forgotten how. Then again perhaps someday, Somehow out there i shall find true love.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Key (Part two)
Touch my heart. Touch my soul, Reach deep into my pocket, Pull out the key. To my heart golden, shins so bright, Are ye the one to break my spell? Of the cruse laid upon me. Tiss curse of never falling in love, Yet maybe you can help me.
Show me that im loved, Hold me into your arms. Yes although im Unemotional deep down inside i'm just a small girl crying, felling so lonely I only want to be loved. I want to be owned.
Wrap those strong arms around me, Hold me close and never let me go. Then when you are done give me the key, So i can lock it all away ones again. Unless you, No i couldn't please give me back my key...
There is something that i must do, Something that i must say. Something that the heart has yet to fell, Ask i ask myself each day every night. What is better? A lie that brings a smile to there face, or the truth that brings pain to there heart?
One night i lied to a friend, Just to please her soul. Even though it made me fell horrible, Knowing that my words brighten her day. Then i wonder what better? The truth or that lie? So i ask? why do we lie? even if its to make someone happy? And why is if you tell the truth, They soundly start hating us?
Perhaps its because were so afraid, Of hurting those we love. So afraid of what might be, And ones its to late and when they find out the truth. No matter how hard to you try to back your words up, More lies seem to slip out.
Then when its to late, You lose the one that cares about you. All because of one little lie, so i ask ones again? why do we lie?
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
War(Battle cry)
When memories seem to die, Fading away into the night. And you think you lost all hope, Just think back. To a time were peace ones was. Think back when love was always around, No mortal nor god can ever take away.
This felling yet so strong, A feeling that no one can control. Tiss is the felling of love, Hide it as you might. Run from it in fear. Behold its power. Its straight. Only time well tell, What in store for them.
The hate they build up each day, War battle cry out death of thee. Men fall to there knees there last breath, The bleeding wounded and the dieing. Perhaps we can someday stop it all, Express the love. Share it glory. Then Perhaps someday.. There shall be no more battles.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Toy Soldiers
Little toy soldiers racing about with nowhere to go. Telling their tales and hoping that noone will know. How bad they have it and how bad they are. Licking their wounds and hiding the scars.
Wish I could show them there's help to be found. Help them to lift their eyes up from the ground. Heal all their wounds without leaving a scar. Show them how great and special they are.
But I just can't do that as hard as I try. Guess I'll just have to sit here and cry. Racing about with nowhere to go. Hoping that nobody ever will know.
copyright Renee holmes 1/03/2004
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secrets
Come walk with me Down the deep dark road I'll tell you a secret If it hasn't been told When we get there, Far and away And you wont' believe That you came all this way To dig deep inside To reach into our hearts And find the hope of many This secret I hold inside Shhhh! Don't tell for I’ll only whisper Only you can hear my deepest secret. Shhh promise me you won't tell, Promise you won't scream it out nor tell a soul. Come closer my child, Closer I say. I'll share something with you, Something so deep and so wonderful Oh, please go away. I know you’ll tell, I know it, I do So I won’t tell you, else it should come true.
copyright Jennifer Ricard and renee holmes1/03/2004
Me!
It seem likes The nights are always cold, Darkness fall over all, The paint brush of life. The colors of the faces i see, Everyday in my life. The feelings of joy sadness and hope. Hope is to wonder if something is to be Joy the feeling of happiness Sadness a feeling of loss and death I pour these feelings into a bowl, Mix them well don't forget to add the spices and sugar, Then say a few words, and behold you get Me!
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Winter love
Raindrops tears flow, Wind blows the night seem so cold. With the every lasting kiss, softy touching my lips. Endless chilly nights, Winter seem to come so quickly. Chilly as the wind blow, It seems to dance around. Magic is in the air, Spells of love, casted upon thee. Come and dance with me, Sweep me off my feet. Dance the night away, Into the crisp night of love.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Swordsmaster
Deep thoughts, rain drops, hell's spawn, dusk to dawn. Sarlock is the Swordsmaster, if you see him run... but run faster... With his might, with his blade, with the hatred that is made. He will strike true and strong, whilst his sword's bade sings death's song. Into the night the Master will ride. His companions strong by his side, freely, They will ride gracefully unto his homeland. Where they shall die...
copyright Chris 1/03/2004
Welcome Fall
Season change leafs falling, The flowers seem to fade away. As We put away sweet summer suits, And say goodbye to the warm air of summer. Come take my hand, And dance into the night. As love seems to subside, But my friendship shall remain. As i put a place close to my heart, Just for you.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Lemings
Oh those silly lemings, Runing around crazy in all. Silly little things they are, Alwes in such a hurry. run here run there, Eating evryhing they find. Such funny little creatures, With no worries in mind. As i count them all, When they make there final leap. Then i say goodbye little lemings, Fearwell one in all.
When i'm all alone, The days just pass me by. I just wanna sit down and cry, Shedding a tear or two, Just for you.
When memories seem to fade, I wanna forget about my past. Letting my mind slip away, Into the deep thoughts of mine. But the memories won't let me forget, All about you.
In that one fatal moment, That i lost you long ago. As that curse torn us apeart, Changing me for the worse. I swear i'll find you someday, My love i promise you, That i do.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
The grim reaper
I'm the soul taker, Called one of death. As i hold my Scythe high up, Bringing it down upon your soul. Watch out they say, But you can't stop me from coming. For when its your time, You have no choice to give in.
Cheating death eh, Well i laugh at those who do. Daring them to flea from me, I love the chase, Hearing them scream pleases me so. What's best is hunting them, Down Untell there tired and weak
When you can't run no more, And your weak and dieing. Hurting as it may seem, Even if you don't want to go. I must take you away, Into the land of the dead.
For i'm the grim reaper, Hear my name and fear me. I'm the soul taker, Of all the creatures. Don't Run nor scream, Because you can't run from me.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
suicide
Some choice the right paths, Some choice the wrong paths, but what do you do when, a friend close at heart. Choices the path of suicide, And no matter how hard, You try and stop them. They ignore your plea, And push you aside.
Yet i wonder, If its all for the best. Letting them take the leap, Is what i did was wrong? Sometimes i wish i could go in time, Back to the date, Were death took its place. Oh how i wish, I could stop it all.
Yet i know it wasn't my fault, Still i fell as if it was. There i stood, Watching as she spoke. Don't stop me, Don't even try crying she was. I begged her, I pleaded with her. Yet she ignored my words, As i could only watch her.
Till this day, I regret ever Letting her go. Till this day i promise, Never to let a friends make the same mistake. No matter how hurting inside they are, No matter how badly there heart acks. I'll not let them take that path, Because losing someone, Close at heart is much worse than death.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Knight and dragon
There ones was a knight, Who was in a great fight. With his trusty sword, He let out a deep Roar. Although many said he was runty, That didn't stop him, As he sprung out, he hurled his sword, The dragon was slayed.
From the moment you walked into the room, You changed my life. From the dakrness from my heart, too the ice around my soul. Your smile kindness and love, has given me the hope faith and love i needed.
From the dance of the song called love, Sing this song to me and dance into the night. As i sit at my bed with you by my side, Whispering the sweet songs of love. From the time you sat by my side, You given me so much to live for.
At last i can be free, From all the pain i once knew. No longer do i suffer, From the pain that was driven into me. From the days you held me close, Warming my soul with your heart.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Nightmare
in a mindless whisper, in the darkness of a dream. When a nightmare come to be, when your deepest fares haunt you. If a shadow should a appear, and your soul is broken from it all.
Afread of your own self image, Of what you become. There you stand looking at yourself, Your eyes fixed on one thing. The tears never seem to fall, Yet you are crying all over.
You've been hurt badly, Despiseing those you love. When the blaket of hate, Builds up in you heart. The aura of darkness, Sweeps over you soul. Soon it'll be over all over... Soon you'll be free so free.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Bleeding heart
From the bleeding heart, To the broken soul. From a overbearing pain, Locked away inside.
Tears in my eyes, Slowly i am i crying The darkness in my heart, I think that i am dieing. i've seen so much, i've felt so much.
Then you come to me, and ask me why i feel this way. Yet in the end you won't hear my story, and like the rest....you just walk away.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
(The cold one)
There she lays all alone, Stareing up at the celling. Evryone seems to be hanging over her, Makeing remarks whisper in each other ears. Not even a smile nor a smirk, Comes across her face.
The expressen in her eyes, Are to so cold and dead. Those who loved her ever so, Begain to weep a tear or two. She layed into the ground
Evryone says there finaly goodbyes. The black raven lets out a cry, One finaly tear is shed. The flowers are lade, The payers are siad. The story been told, Yet its still not the end
Forever you shall remain, In my heart you shall stay. I'll won't forget about the good, And let the bad slip away. Even though we had are fights, Agureing over silly things.
In my eyes you more than just a friend, Your someone i can trust. In my heart i know, You'll never tell my deepest secret.
In my mind i think, Your the greates person in the world. My most deepest thought of you, Is how much fun i have when i'm around you.
Over all i know, That you and i well never be apeart. Forever we shall be, In mind and in heart.
copyright Jennifer Ricard 1/03/2004
Childhood memory
Vast into the deepest thoughts, I'm casted away into the world. My mind is like a streem of water, I can still hear the screaming. A child sits in a corner, Waiting to be whiped and beaten.
The belt comes across, Stricking hard and true. The blood flows along her skin, The tears of pain fall. Her pleeding eyes asking them to stop, Yet they seem only ingore tears.
Her true childhood taken, So easly and so young. Dealing with past is so hard, preteding to forget is easer
A bitter sweet thing
A bitter sweet thing to love you dearly to hold you tightly, only if it could last Forever in a world, only if it could last. Never fading from this world As I hope are love stays forever Yet somehow I feel so broken not knowing why you have such a sadden look upon your face I can't understand why you cry yourself to sleep, wishing you were dead. Then you taken the knife slowly cuting yourself, bleeding from the pain that lies within your heart. Yet if i ask you why, why my love You smile and kiss me upon my head Taking the dagger of hate, oh please You take my hand and at last we both die in interinal sleep, forever side by side, my love...
dance
Come dance with me, side by side slowly moving Our body making love Our eye's locked upon each other You are the one i've alwes wanted You are the one that i've alwes dream of Togither forever, forever... They say forevr is a long time We'll just ingore them, let them laugh We'll make it threw All in all we'll out last the time Come dance with me my love The dance of love.
"The sun seems to smile no more It seems to hide behind the dark clouds Hiding its tears away from the world Hiding its pain from the people it ones enjoyed Adoring and loved
Afraid to show emention Knowing nothin but darkness Its heart feeled with rage Only wanting one thing Simply wanting it And knowing it
Yet just if, The wind Blows just right It'll somehow chase Away all of the darkness All of this pain All of this sorrow. Then maybe the sun Will smile ones more"
-By Jennifer hernandez
-The bad-boy's-
"We think we can change them Make them into something more Sweet caring, gentle men We lie to ourselfs Saying that the strick across the face Was just a mear accedent Or the fact they cheat on us Is our punsment for being so bad, Or perhaps we deserve it These men we so much like to Love, To adore and they hurt us Abuse us and make us feel so low About ourselfs, Loving only our bodies. Never loving the real us. These our the men The bad-boy's we so much Want to love Want to turn into sweet Lil pussycats."
-By jennifer hernandez.
-I should hate you-
"I should hate you for the thing's You've done to me, the way you treated me You want to be with me Another chance you ask of me Yet I know this can't be I've given you so much Loving you like there was no tommorow You just sat there Using me as if it was nothing I should hate you for all the times You lied to me betrayed me with your words You say you loved me Yet all I heard was lies upon lies Did you really love me Did you really want me You say yes but I can tell The look in your eye's I should hate you for the the time's You cheated on me one's twice three time's It doesn't matter to me What was the fact that hurt me the most Is you sat there lying to me Telling me this wasn't true When I cought you red handed I saw the phone number The evidence on the bed And the look upon your face I should hate you for all the thing's you've done I shouldn't even bother with you Or give you another chance You hide behind your friends Like some scared lil' pussy-cat Afraid to face me Knowing you are wrong I should hate you for this But I can't"
"We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou We used to dance forever Holding each other Kissing each other We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou Takin my hand in yours Looking into your eye's Smile upon my face Oh the way you made me feel We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou How I enjoyed these moments Being with you Never wanting to leave you These were the happyest Days of my life."
-By Jennifer hernandez
-No angel desrve such a fate-
"No angel should go threw A heart brake To cry a single tear Over some silly man No angel deserve to be Used beated and bruised He should be there He isn't there Runing off to somewere Hiding away from her He doesn't want to see her cry This angel of his He can't see it now He doesn't want to see it Too foolish to see Too stupid to understand Knowing she's hurting Not caring at all No angel deserve such a fate To be rejected by The one who siad he loved her Who siad he protected her But who's going to protect her From his tormenting ways No angel deserves a fate Now she lays In the ground Forever and alwes."
By-Jennifer hernandez
-Pretending-
I pretending to be alright Standing here with a false smile Upon my lonely face But if you were to take a closer look You'd see these tears of mine Look into my eye's And you'll see a sad sad girl I pretend to be cool Hiding away behind a false smile Upon my face Laughing away at life Brushing away at the heartbreaking thoughts That brew in my mind But if you look closely You'd see these tear's in my eye's So here I am ones again Pretending that my life Is just prefeclty fine But if you took a closer look You'd see that I'm really crying
My mind is burning My heart is ackin I want it to end I want the pain to subide Trying to drug myself Just to sleep for one night Just to sleep for one day I try to pretend that Everthing is alright I try to pretend that The wound's never were there Only if I could cry Only if I could shed Just one single tear My mind is burning My heart is ackin I've taken so many pills I only want to sleep Just for one night Just for one day So afraid am I To die such a young age
-By- Jennifer hernandez
These are the day's Were the night's are so long And the day's seem like forever This is the time When people will believe In anything just to get by The is the moment Were I will stand out In the sheepesh croud Holding my head up high Bravly walking the street's Afraid Am I not' To stand along among the Sheepesh crouds of people Laugh all they want Pointing the finger at me Only really pointing at themselfs Jokly saying that You'll never be But the joke Is really on them.
By- Jennifer hernandez.
Orbs of the light See in my soul Heal these wounds of mine Perfect am I not Wrong have I've done Yet I feel not guilty For the thing's I've done Heart of gold Purefying and nurting Full of love and hope Love me like no other Tenderling and soulfull Spirits awate Spirit listen Do the prayers Of un untold angel One who stands Umong the tides Umong the croud Of sheep of fools.
By- Jennifer hernandez
I stand alone Umong the tides Of many who Throw there cruetly There hatred towards me Upon the rock I stand Strong an ferm Battle the tides Of everyday life Refusing to budge Refusing to move Call me stuborn Call me an old goat Your words mean nothin Neagitve to me For they fall towards my feet Alone I stand Upon this rock Battling the tides The tides of life
By- Jennifer hernandez
I am no angel Perfect am I not You say I am Wishin you could be Just like me To tell the truth I've done wrong I have lied I have cheated I have betrayed You say life is hard That I have it so easy But behind closed door's What you don't see Is the real me You don't see a sad girl You don't see the tears Or the fact I'm so alone So please don't Call me an angel Or say I'm perfect Or say you wish you was Just like me To tell the truth I wish I wasn't This way inside Or felt like this I am no angel
"There they go scrampin about" Traped in there own twisted world In search of things not wanted Money To gain greed in the heart Lust To gain unwanted love in the bedroom There lifes are full of lies To them the truth doesn't matter If it was to bite them in the face Or if someone would slap them across the face Does it really matter anymore? Where all traped in our own lil world Trying to be something we are not Trying to fit in the croud What happen to beating on your own drum What happen to the dreams we had What happen to us "What happen to them"
Why do you even bother Askin me such a thing Knowin that in all I'll speak my mind
Wrathin over the fact That I've told you How I felt about you What I really think
Do you not see That I am not like Those who will lie Just to please you Just to get on your good side
I'm blunt as they come Honest threw and true I'm not here to earn Some suble cookie points Or to make you happy
Do I care if you think I'm a bitch Or if I'm evil Call me this if it Please you so much
So why should I lie Just for you To make you happy You expect me to tell You Oh yes you look pretty Or no your not fat, Not at all.
If you hate the truth so much Why do you even ask me Don't bother Askin If you don't want to hear it
The truth hurts Doesn't it Its just so Hard to bear sometimes."
-By Jennifer hernandez!
Here I am siting Watching it all go to waist A love that is unwanted A romance that is not needed Wondering why I poured my Soul in it all
Wasting my breath My time for you When did you ever Begain to notice me Drinkin your life away Smokin away everything That matter the most to you
Then you begain to say Oh it doesn't matter Why waist your breath On someone who doesn't care Or take notices to you at all Someone who just wants to use you Yet you tell me It's all you know
It's your life There's nothin that I can do To save your sorry ass So here you are now Livin like a bum On the streets Wondering where the fuck Did you go all wrong
You look to me all hopeless and lost So confused, I try and help you You just brush me aside As if I Was nothin You say this is my life So tell me, Is this the life You truely wanted You truely desired Livin in hell
-By Jennifer hernandez.
"My whole life I been overly fucked and used.
Still I'm pushin along and still I keep movin
People try to break me and reclude me
Still they fail to see the strong side
That lies inside of me" They fail to see the true me Fail to look into the my eye's Unrealzin that I will destroy You from the inside out
Why must I Be This way of all the thing's I've done If this was true of me Murder and lust Bring's me down The wrath in my heart Coldness around me A blaket of ice Oh if you could see me Only if you understood me I am the shadow the stalks You in the night I am the shadow that Hunt's you down Prayin upon you And weren't you The one who wanted it all Perswadin me with Your words of lies Feelin my heart With false hopes and lies Then you wonder why I closed the door Refusing to let you in Refusing to see you out. Now don't you understand Don't you see Why....
By- Jennifer hernandez
Where is god? Where is this god you speak of Down upon your knees Prayin' and shit But does he answer your cries Does he even give a damn about the people That he sworn to love and protect Has he forgotten about us? If this god cares so much about us Then why does he let so much suffering, So much pain, So many tears? You say I'm wrong Preach to me and shit Tell me my words are stupid However the truth It does hurt doesn't it Seein' that we are so blind By greed the hatred You call yourself god's angels Or say you will go to heaven Then go and do wrong Lying to other people When was the last time You truly showed kindness Or held out a hand For someone in need Other than to gain Something in return. So tell me were is god If he cares so much about us So much about you Then why does he let So much shit happen War upon war Blood lust Men dying and the woman cry Now.. There is nothin' more for me sa
I feel like i'm going to exploid
People drivin me crazy
Runin around all mad
Traped in there own little world
Worrie about votin
Worrie about who's going to win
Well I'm just sitin here
Not wantin to be
Not even caring
Don't want to be a part
Of this sheepish world
Don't want to get mixed
Up in all this mess
-By Jennifer hernandez
If love is so good
Then why do I find myself
Geting hurt each and every time
Lookin around
Seein every damn love bird
Kissin and makin out
I just want to rip them appeart
Jealosly takin over me
If love is so good
Then were are my roses
Or the romanic that
I'm promised every damn time
Don't want to be played no more
Feelin like dropin it all
If love is so good
Then why can't I
Fall in love
(Here I am-)
Here I am Drinkin away my life Smokin away the pain Pretendin I don't care Holdin back these tears Not wantin to be here Drugin my self Tryin to free myself Yet no matter what I do These tear's of mine They be comin all the time Flowin down Flowin down
I'm just tryin to Earse you from my head Drown you out Don't want to think about you Don't want to love you no more You hurted me the way that you did
Here I am drinkin away my life Smokin away the pain pretendin I don't care holdin back these tears not wantin to be here drugin my self tryin to free myself Yet no matter what I do These tear's of mine they be comin all the time flowin down flowin down
I'm still in love with you fool ass Not knowin why Not understandin why I'd be missin you so bad Knowin if I go back You'd do the same shit again We can't be togither I keep tellin myself
Here I am drinkin away my life Smokin away the pain pretendin I don't care holdin back these tears not wantin to be here drugin my self tryin to free myself Yet no matter what I do These tear's of mine they be comin all the time flowin down flowin down
-By Jennifer hernandez. -Good-bye sunshine-
"The sun seems to smile no more It seems to hide behind the dark clouds Hiding its tears away from the world Hiding its pain from the people it ones enjoyed Adoring and loved
Afraid to show emention Knowing nothin but darkness Its heart feeled with rage Only wanting one thing Simply wanting it And knowing it
Yet just if, The wind Blows just right It'll somehow chase Away all of the darkness All of this pain All of this sorrow. Then maybe the sun Will smile ones more"
-The bad-boy's-
"We think we can change them Make them into something more Sweet caring, gentle men We lie to ourselfs Saying that the strick across the face Was just a mear accedent Or the fact they cheat on us Is our punsment for being so bad, Or perhaps we deserve it These men we so much like to Love, To adore and they hurt us Abuse us and make us feel so low About ourselfs, Loving only our bodies. Never loving the real us. These our the men The bad-boy's we so much Want to love Want to turn into sweet Lil pussycats."
-By jennifer hernandez.
-I should hate you-
"I should hate you for the thing's You've done to me, the way you treated me You want to be with me Another chance you ask of me Yet I know this can't be I've given you so much Loving you like there was no tommorow You just sat there Using me as if it was nothing I should hate you for all the times You lied to me betrayed me with your words You say you loved me Yet all I heard was lies upon lies Did you really love me Did you really want me You say yes but I can tell The look in your eye's I should hate you for the the time's You cheated on me one's twice three time's It doesn't matter to me What was the fact that hurt me the most Is you sat there lying to me Telling me this wasn't true When I cought you red handed I saw the phone number The evidence on the bed And the look upon your face I should hate you for all the thing's you've done I shouldn't even bother with you Or give you another chance You hide behind your friends Like some scared lil' pussy-cat Afraid to face me Knowing you are wrong I should hate you for this But I can't"
By- Jennifer Hernandez
We were onces lovers
"We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou We used to dance forever Holding each other Kissing each other We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou Takin my hand in yours Looking into your eye's Smile upon my face Oh the way you made me feel We were onces lovers Underneath the moonlight rou How I enjoyed these moments Being with you Never wanting to leave you These were the happyest Days of my life."
-No angel desrve such a fate-
"No angel should go threw A heart brake To cry a single tear Over some silly man No angel deserve to be Used beated and bruised He should be there He isn't there Runing off to somewere Hiding away from her He doesn't want to see her cry This angel of his He can't see it now He doesn't want to see it Too foolish to see Too stupid to understand Knowing she's hurting Not caring at all No angel deserve such a fate To be rejected by The one who siad he loved her Who siad he protected her But who's going to protect her From his tormenting ways No angel deserves a fate Now she lays In the ground Forever and alwes." By-Jennifer hernandez
I pretending to be alright Standing here with a false smile Upon my lonely face But if you were to take a closer look You'd see these tears of mine Look into my eye's And you'll see a sad sad girl I pretend to be cool Hiding away behind a false smile Upon my face Laughing away at life Brushing away at the heartbreaking thoughts That brew in my mind But if you look closely You'd see these tear's in my eye's So here I am ones again Pretending that my life Is just prefeclty fine But if you took a closer look You'd see that I'm really crying
Find me this happiness, Of our lover ones so true. Why do I try so hard Just to be with you Red roses in our garden have died and turned all gray This love I ones knew It'll never be A fairy tail that gone all cold You used to make me laugh Now I only shed a tear Our love has died and gone away Like the red roses in the garden they all turned black gray All those song birds that used to sing a tune They've flown away And now only the lonely raven remains It sings a sad song of love and loss A heartbreak I know so well Our love has died and gone away A romance stories that has turned so sour Now I sit at our window where you used to make me smile It was a dead reminder of what used to be So I drew those damn currents shut Here I am sitting in the darkness Alone I am and still I wait for you Our love has died and gone away Like the red roses in our garden they all turned black and gray. By- Jennifer Hernandez.
little lover How I enjoy playing with you Your mind it twisting around Like a maze I want to figure everything about you I've been watching you Like a hawk in the sky You are my pray Soon you'll be mine Soon we'll be one Why must you so hard to get Give me such trouble Sometimes I wonder What really on your mind What do you think What makes you tick Won't you tell me I want to figure everything about you Know you, know your heart If I let this go I'll know that i'll be so unhappy. Sometimes you are so bad Sometimes you are so good Oh but my little lover I enjoy that How you can give me a chase And I am the chaser Soon you'll walk Straight into my arms Never will I'll let you go Until then...I'll be waiting for you. by- Jennifer hernandez
Touch me In all the right placed How I want you To touch me Right there Cress me there My body It craves It longs for you Hold me close Kiss me our tongues dancing This moment Lasting threw Till morning breaks Feel my heart how it beats racing so quickly my pussy throbbing words i am unable to speak how you got me under this spell of lust of desire Touch me In all the right places. -By Jennifer hernandez
Listen There they are Knocking on your door Don't you wish that you Could make this All these dirty things go away Such a nightmear Its just a dream right? Hell it awaits for you For all the wrong you've done Didn't you know Sooner or later All of your sins would catch up to you I laugh Oh how I laugh In your face You lay there face down in the dirty Blood pouring from your lips Your eye's Staring straight into hell You knew that Someday sooner or later All your sins would catch up to you Didn't you Its a shame you didn't believe me Such a pity you had to go Now where are you I laugh at you Tonight I will toast In your death Tonight I will dance In you pain As you burn endsly A never ending Repeating itself Oh how I will Enjoy these days Without you here I laugh at you Its a shame you didn't believe me. by- Jennifer hernandez
Feel the need to feed Upon the my blood Taste my estesty Upon your tongue Bleeding upon you Feel my pain Feel my lost of hope Feel my need for pain I cry in sliences When you cut me so deep Blood runs red boils with anger Feel my hatred All of this hate Will find you someday Feel the need to feed Upon this blood Taste my estesty Bleed under the water Star deeply into my eye's As I look down at you Ah yes can you make it This is the only thing I can offer you Well you accept this My hand out to you pouring out the red blood Feel the need to feed survive on my pain live as I die for you -Jennifer hernandez
Here I am walking to the door Thats is what you wanted right? After everything I've done for you? My heart no longer breaks I am all done crying My tears all gone and dried up
Does it really matter? If I WAS TO DIE RIGHT NOW? WOULD YOU FUCKING CARE? You have no idea how many times I placed the knife to my throat How many times I stared endsly at the bottle of pills How I really wanted to die And for what? To stop the pain in my heart that you poured all over me Yes I blame you for everything...Least I used to. I realized it wasn't your fault I was feeling like this. It was mine, It was my fault for letting you get so close. You fooled me into thinking that you were the one, Yes it was a curse you placed on me Shame on you Shame on you for tricking me Shame on you for fooling my heart.
Two years of my love given to you Waisted and you said you never cheat Ha ha you are so fucked up in the head! That you don't even know hot to be faithful Yes I know you fucked that bitch I know you stuck your dick up her nasty cunt.
Why do you think I wouldn't touch you for the past and last four months I was with you. Stupid fool, Do you think that I Was so nieve That I wouldn't see past you Believe me when I say this I am smarter And I know things
Well it never matter to me I knew when I looked into your eye's That'd you'd be nothing but trouble for me..
So what now you say? What now? Well here's what now I'm going to walk out that door Start a fresh new life Without you in it I know that in time my happiness will return I know that in time I will find someone worth my time.
So this is me saying goodbye to you Maybe in a distance future when you are done being a child We can be friends again but never lovers. This is me walking out the door. -Jennifer hernandez
Its time to wake up Time to take a change Time to see the true faces Of all the people around Time for us all to find An understanding of who we are Time for us to break free Into the world Time to show everyone who We are made of Its time for us to be Time for us to fight For what is right Time to believe!. -Jennifer hernandez
It was a promise you made to me So long ago I took it to heart And I believed your words I would of waited for you Forever if I know you'd Come back for me I couldn't just stand here Waiting for you to come back to me I feel in love with another You think that I am just a cheating One who betrayed you The one you tore you apart The one who made you cry But you came to late I shut the door on you Long time ago
Fives years have I waited And I won't say I am sorry That I feel in love With another Someone who won't Make this heart of mine Wait forever Sitting in the rain And where were you When I needed you the most You just happen to leave me At the right moment Now you want me back
Maybe if you stayed I still love you My heart just couldn't take it I've stopped crying for you Long time ago. -Jennifer hernandez
"Bang when the gun Screams could be heard from miles The battle between two gangs Fear rising in the air What are we really fighting for? Injustic from each other To gain something and never to get it at all".....
All this time it was his blood that had poured into my hand As his sweet head laid rested upon my lap I could've of sworn the bullet had missed him Bang went the gun Down went my baby As he steped forth in my place To take away the pain that I was to indore Why my love I asked Why The bullet was meant for me Come close he said Whisper me that you love me Tell me no matter what you will never die No matter what you will leave this world behind Start your journy for the better His hands got so cold His lips turning blue Everyone else around us seemed to be nothing Even if they where yelling and the police where arresting a guy I didn't care about them or anyone else What does it matter I said Without you I am nothing I never want to leave you Let me come with you to the heavens Oh my sweet angel he said with a smile Such a gentle creature Wings who where torn by the hate and greed of humans How you've become so blind Can't you see I am not going to heaven Only good people go there I am just another sin It wasn't that my baby had done so wrong but I knew he was so right. He had murder and robbed But He had given his life I said to god I said he given his life and for that he should be forgiven. My baby smiled and said Wow the light it come for me? After all this I've done All the sin I have done I kissed my baby on his fourhead His smile faded Life from his eye's gone Goodbye to my baby. -Jennifer hernandez
There is nothing more I want to feel Is the embrace you give me The strenght the currage To face this world Streight head on
Without you I am blind I only see the world half One eye shut and one eye open When you are near Both my eye's are open
I sometimes ponder and ask myself why But when you are near I can feel myself so at ease My heart is steady Without you it races Without you I am lost. You keep me in a pace Like no one else could
With you I can see things That i would miss Teaching me how to take Each step with a steady pace Slowing me down Just so I won't miss a thing
You light my way In the darkness Without you I am blind. -by jennifer hernandez
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